I’ve been laying around, trying to sleep for the past hour. I feel numb. Lately, nothing seems to hit me, all of my emotions seem to be fake. “Are you excited to move-in?” Too be honest, no. I am not excited. I am not nervous. Not anxious. Not sad. Nothing. All I keep thinking about is that this is it. College. The thing I have been looking forward to since I was little. The fact that the countdown I had on my myspace in sixth grade has long since passed. Graduation was almost 3 months ago, and I didn’t feel anything. Oh well. I hope that I start reacting to things soon, because I don’t want to be an emotionless pit of nothingness for my roommates on Sunday. I wonder if I’ll sleep tonight.
Reblogged from FYEAH, STRANGE FINDS!
